Warmer than expected

22/11 - 158lbs, 27 Waist, 37 Hip!

6 WEEK CHALENGE

6 weeks until the photoshoot!

2 Stone to loose.. I don't think it's possible but my god I am trying!

Bright but chilly

................. the weather is a god's way of saying - 'I get it' Bright, warm looking but in reality; frosty and cold!

Grey and chilly

okey, 1 week and no gym.. today is the day for returning to the fun! I had a look through my facebook pictures from the last 2 years.. I really have put on a lot of weight! It's funny how you just don't notice until you look back..

Since the last post

I ate an entire terry's chocolate orange for breakfast yesterday.. there is something going wrong.. It was so good but now I am feeling so guilty!

I was really out of order with my boss on Friday and basically said in so many words I don't think I want to work here anymore?! Not a great thing to say when you have just got a pay rise ey? Shit! fucking 1st world problems! - 'The best way to enjoy the job your doing is to imagine yourself without one' so I did and yeh, now I am feeling extra specially guilty about my poor performance in the sales meeting Friday and really need to gather all my toys up off the ground and stop throwing them when I don't get my own way!

and well.. I think I am officially an alchoholic! - I drank for 4 nights in the row and then in my hungover mess on Sunday was craving a glass of the pretty red stuff by lunch time?! ooops.. don't get me wrong I am not drinking myself to sleep and trying to find solice at the bottom of a litre of whisky but yeah.. I like my vino and it likes my hips!

So, Today it starts all over again - detoxing, dieting and no more excuses!

Breakfast - scrambled eggs, 2 x bacon (fat cut off) + 2 x coffee, white with sweetener

Weight - 160 lbs (3 pounds more that when I started)

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Winter sun in my eyes

It's been almost a week since my last confession.

Do you think if I say 100 hail Mary's the excess fat on my thighs will suddenly drop off?! How brilliant would that be; 'dear slimming god, this week I sinned.. I fell and landed on the front step of the flapjack shop, I didn't mean to it just sort of happened.. everything slowed down.. everything went black. The last thing I remember is choosing a rum and rasin covered flapjack and then...... nothing!

I came too whilst sitting in the car of dreams reading the calorie value on the back of an empty packet! - They must have lied? surely it couldn't have had 500 calories in it?!

'Dear Robyn, my child...I believe that you truly regret you decision and that you have learnt not to be glutinous even when presented with the treat of all treats! - two inches of those bad boy pins!

'thanks Slimming God, I will never sin again'

So I weighed today! :( I don't need to post it.. needless to say it is more than I was last week!

It will be better this week! Next Monday I will be back to just overweight and feeling motivated not overweight and feeling guilty!

Gym-ed once this week so far, 15 minuets on the Step machine on the highest level.. my bum is

killing me! Going back today for a second session!

In a bit

Robyn

Cold Grey sky's

Got myself to the gym yesterday morning, feeling pretty guilty because I didn't go this morning. Pretty sure I am going to go tonight though.

Wine is deadly, my brain hurts! My house is breadless and baconless and I have ran out of coffee! To ikea for meatballs and a cheap cup of roasted blend, that'll fix me!

:)

Frosty cold, sunny bright

So I went to the Gym on Tuesday and this morning, I'm doing well that's 5 times now! look at me go, I ran for a whole 15 minuets today! .. I appreciate this is not great but for the state of my lungs and the size of my behind I am quite proud of myself! Gym in the morning is good, it's quiet, and gets you started for the day, I thought that doing excersise knacker's you out so you need bed but actually it makes you all awake and enthusiastic! I can honestly say I rather enjoyed it! - my arse hurts and the back of my legs are about to fail on me leaving me on the floor crawling like a child, but Its a nice feeling... I think I may go back tomorrow?!

Top 3 things that frustrated me yesterday -

1. Escalators; I believe it should be made a law that everyone should adopt the 'tube' rule when using them! stand yourself to the right if you are going to be guided up like a lazy lout so all us people with shit to do, who actually need to get somewhere can walk up the left! It's not difficult .. it's so very frustrating when I am already late for work!

2. People who walk at a snails pace in a line together in ales - so no one can walk past you or stand having a jolly good chin wag whilst standing in a door way! I don't want to have to ask politely for someone to move out of the way for me to enter a shop! a door is for entering and exiting not for loitering and discussing last night episode of east enders!

3. Girls who where tights (that are see-through) without a skirt on top! Did you just forget to get dressed? I was stuck behind a lady, not a small lady I might add who was walking at a the pace of a slug with bright blue French knickers and possibly 30 denier tights and heals - this was fail of epic proportions not just for fashion but for Bristolian female kind! If you do need to wear just tights - replace them with le-gins so can's see your Bum!

Also, on my day of fun I found out that this 'financial crisis' may not be over for my employment; god they are so unlucky! CV time - AGAIN! Small companies are brilliant for being part of a team, really making a difference and well.... making close friends? but generally what a stress, every day I expect something to happen, wages to not be a definite, work not to be completed and priorities not making any sense. Fun times for me!

Best get on the blower then and close some deals ey? Need something inspirational to listen to....

In a bit blogger,

R